&* andsplat, a blog by Ben W. Fey

a blog by Ben W. Fey

On seeing + being: presence in the midst of anxiety

A solo exhibition of new work by Ben W. Fey

4-19 April 2025

New City Arts Welcome Gallery

Charlottesville, VA

This exhibition was supported by the Bama Works Fund of Dave Matthews Band at the Charlottesville Area Community Foundation.

Exhibition Statement

On August 7, I walked into my front yard hoping to see the mushroom I photographed the day before. To my delight, the mushroom was still there, but transformed. A small pile of dirt on top confirmed it was the same mushroom. Two hundred twenty days into the project, I could still be surprised by what I found.

This exhibition documents a daily photography practice inspired by an online photography community I found during one of my most difficult and anxious years. The routine of finding, photographing, editing, and sharing one photograph a day was a welcome assignment and grounding rhythm. Instead of allowing anxiety to pull me inward, I focused outward through my camera, training myself to pause, be present, and truly see the world around me.

Over the 366 days of 2024 (a leap year), I made and shared 412 photographs. The majority of these images were taken within a half-mile radius of my home, proving that you do not have to travel to find beauty. Sometimes I had to look harder to find the beauty, but it was there, even in the midst of difficult things.

The Photographs

Day 58, 27 February 2024. Storm outside my window.
Day 58, 27 February 2024.
Storm outside my window.
Dogwood Series
Dogwood Series. Days:
116 (25 April)
127 (6 May)
149 (28 May)
248 (4 September)
311 (6 November)
332 (27 November)
339 (4 December)
Day 11, 11 January 2024. Day 72, 12 March 2024.
Day 11, 11 January 2024.
Day 72, 12 March 2024.
Day 361, 26 December 2024.
Day 361, 26 December 2024.
Day 118, 27 April 2024. Day 140, 19 May 2024.
Day 118, 27 April 2024.
Day 140, 19 May 2024.
Day 219, 6 August 2024. Day 220, 7 August 2024.
Day 219, 6 August 2024.
Day 220, 7 August 2024.
Day 169, 17 June 2024.
Day 169, 17 June 2024.
Day 333, 28 November 2024, Maw Maw's Piano. Day 334, 29 November 2024, Paw Paw's Toolbox.
Day 333, 28 November 2024, Maw Maw's Piano.
Day 334, 29 November 2024, Paw Paw's Toolbox.
Day 286, 12 October 2024. Shenandoah National Park / Appalachian Trail details.
Day 286, 12 October 2024.
Shenandoah National Park / Appalachian Trail details.
Day 151, 30 May 2024. Crushed by the weight of the light.
Day 151, 30 May 2024.
Crushed by the weight of the light.
Day 6, 6 January 2024. Clair de Lune page turn.
Day 6, 6 January 2024.
Clair de Lune page turn.
Day 283, 9 October 2024.
Day 283, 9 October 2024.
Day 364, 29 December 2024. Birds of a feather.
Day 364, 29 December 2024.
Birds of a feather.
Day 81, 21 March 2024.
Day 81, 21 March 2024.
Day 326, 21 November 2024.
Day 326, 21 November 2024.
Day 246, 2 September 2024. UVA Chapel.
Day 246, 2 September 2024.
UVA Chapel.
Day 29, 29 January 2024.
Day 29, 29 January 2024.
Day 264, 20 September 2024. Morning window light, falling on the stairs.
Day 264, 20 September 2024.
Morning window light, falling on the stairs.
Day 48, 17 February 2024. Monticello Trail.
Day 48, 17 February 2024.
Monticello Trail.
Nine 13
Nine 13" x 19" contact sheets, showing all 412 photographs from the project.
Day 27, 27 January 2024.
Day 27, 27 January 2024.
Day 95, 4 April 2024.
Day 95, 4 April 2024.
Day 321, 16 November 2024.
Day 321, 16 November 2024.
Day 271, 27 September 2024.
Day 271, 27 September 2024.
Day 96, 5 April 2024.
Day 96, 5 April 2024.
Day 230, 17 August 2024.
Day 230, 17 August 2024.
Day 87, 27 March 2024. Tough day, daffodil?
Day 87, 27 March 2024.
Tough day, daffodil?
Day 198, 16 July 2024.
Day 198, 16 July 2024.
2024: A Daily Photography Practice. A 208 page book I designed for the project and exhibition.
2024: A Daily Photography Practice.
A 208 page book I designed for the project and exhibition.
The book is available for purchase.

Exhibition Photographs

The following photographs are from the opening reception and are by Lindsey Leahy of New City Arts.

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More Information

I also blogged about the entire 366 project while it was happening, reviewing the photographs from each month: 366 Photography Project 2024.

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